March 25th || Dawn:
He passes after 2 hours of labored breathing

Rip the bandaid, i.e. write and share about it.
wallow in tears
look at photos
Cry.
Isolate.
Cry
Cry
Rip the bandaid, i.e. remove his stuff

March 26th:

very difficult morning. mourning.
Cry.
Cry some more.
Talk about it. Express no matter how silly
Cry some more.
“Maybe that wasn’t his last breath?”
Cry.
At night, “I hate photos. they bring nothing but pain”

March 27th:

Cry.
Cry.
More crying.
Very cold room.
At night, “thank god for photos. I can see how in pain he was in comparison to his earlier photos.”

March 28th:

Draw.
Get out of isolation.
Move on.